April 2011
119 posts
“What he just said to me “To think it was just yesterday when I told you I love you and want you. I am going to do what I should have done ages ago, knock myself in the head and ask what the hell was I thinking???? We are not even in the same country, he (you) are a beautiful young man surrounded by many legible gay guys in your own country, why the hell am I kidding myself. Do you know I look at your fb everyday, everyday and I have learnt to control my jealosy. But that’s wrong, I don’t own you and you are not my boyfriend. I am forgetting about any emotional, sexual or closeness with you. I can’t do this anymore. I’m gone. I’m too much of a jealous guy and will forever be stalking ur page to see new threats to what i thought we had. And that’s not healthy for me or you. So I’m gonna be the bigger man and leave you in peace to get on with your life. Forget about me. I leave you in peace and not war, I don’t want your last memory of me to be one of hate or resentment.” This was a text sent to a friend of mine.”
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